After two years my girlfriend left, she is military as am I. She was in a field training with the infantry and after three weeks there she came home and packed. Took a girl that I consider mine, and our son. I am completely lost, broke and so confused. She gave so very few vague reasons for leaving other than she was confused and felt she didn't love me. That night she was in his house. I know that something happened while she was there. I believe she will come home but she won't get into details about anything when we talk. I love her more than my own life. Literally. I'm thinking it a lot, car crash, gun... but I can't move on in this world or the next without her. I can't leave my two oldest children. I just need to know from a female, at 20 with two children what is going on in her head and heart. I'd like to chat if possible. I have questions she won't answer and love that won't stop hurting. Someone help me please.
